I've got to stop watching reality TV shows!!! (in my opinion if the TV producers would put more shows that create an emotional reaction from us we'd watch something else.)
See ....you can already see the direction of my thoughts.
I watched American Idol last night with tears in my eyes.....somehow I knew that Lee would not perform like his usual self. Go back and look at all his previous performances you'll see that was not the normal.
Okay I'll stop for just a minute... to remind you ....you just may want to skip over this info. If you've ever listened to therapist....there's something therapeutic about writing something down...then you can move on. That's what I'm doing before....... I throw up (from nerves).
Back to Lee.....I went back and watched every single song he sang this season. He had a sparkle in his eyes ....but last night he did not. What the heck happened?
Dang it would someone tell him that he needs to sing songs that are not drowned out by the band!!!! Update on 6.9.2010 ...if you listen to his CD Slumberland (on itunes) he knows what he's good at. He was doing what he was told.
Before I stop....one other thing about him that pulls my heart strings .... I've been told my whole life to smile more. It's not that I'm not happy I just don't smile that often......I never have. I actually laugh more than I smile. Lee has been told so many times to smile that now you can hear him defending himself that he's happy.
Gotta go....need to get more work done so I can sit and watch the finale.....I hope Lee wins and I sure played my part.....voting for three hours straight!!
See ya,
p.s. hey Kim, sister of mine...did you get the video I sent you?
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